27th March 2008

Finally it's 27th and it's thursday..

Hurray... Tomolo is Friday le... Shiok!!!!

So fast I start working for 4 days le...

So far I have not get any sales but I got my company order le...

As days go by I just wan to make sure I can do up many many sales...

So tired & Miss those lazy days....

26th March 2008

As usual went to work... SUPER TIRED...

My body cannot take it le...

When home to sleep cause too tired with my dear aunty looking for me...

hahaha...

Shack & tired...

25th March 2008

Today is my 2nd day of work... Quite tiring... Ok!! I review my new job... I am working at Tajong Pagar, International Plaza, 26th floor.... I am working as a Job Consulant now...

So if you are looking for a new job just let me know... I have alot of telemarketing to do... Now I am scare of phone le... I have to face the computer and use the phone at my desk for about 9 hours per day... Kao... Now my eyes is so tired... Ear so tired... -_-""

But honestly I pretty like this job.. Cause it's dam challenging and I can do a good deed to help people to find a good job... After work kind of like tired but yet still go out meet Cai Bao Li and off we head to Vivo City.. Had our dinner and went home le..

Cause I am really very tired le...

Life is so boring...

24th March 2008

First day of work...

So tiring, cause I slept at 3plus 4 am yesterday...

It's been a long time since I take MRT to work... KAO!!! I am staying at Tampines yet early in the morning I have to stand in the train from Tampines to Tanjong Pagar...

So tired lor standing for 1/2 an hour ah!!!!!!!

When to office there is alotof training to go on for the day....

When I reach home I was so tired le...

SHACK IS THE WORD!!!!

Terrible feeling....

23rd March 2008

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As I slept only 7am this morning...

Woke up at 2plus... BAthe at Cheryl house and about 3plus in the afternoon I head off to Bibi house at Hougang to visit his parent...

Looking at the new cupboard in his old room... It's so beatuiful and some more it's a build in waredrobe... AND it acutally coast $2100 for it... -_-" Suuper EX!!!

When there to have lunch and when off to help mummy at around 5.30pm....

Bought Long John Sliver (My favourite fast food) for My Bro and myself as dinner....

Help till around 8.30pm off I go to catch a movie; Horton at Tampines Mall..

It's a comedy cartoon that is not bad... I love one of the yellow character inside... It's so dam cute la...

Anyway Home Sweet Home after cause tommorrow it's my 1st on work le...

Happy yet Sian and Tired to work.. hahaha...

22nd March 2008 - Part 2

When to visit my granny with my Bro & Sis.... Bought some food up for granny...

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Before visiting my granny on our way there it was raining heavy...

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FUCK... The floor are so slippery and an old uncle fall right in our face suddenly... We were all stund for 5sec... Before we react to help him up... Poor thing...

After that when we reach granny place,it was so heart aching seeing my granny her chin internal skin have got 3 stiches and on the surface chin was 6 stiches..

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Ouch... OH MY GOD!!! *PAIN*

And her right elbow have got a super big pastch of blue black like our palm size...OUCH!!!!!!

So scary lor... Really worry for her... Anyway Monday she will be going for an x-ray again...

Hope her head is ok... And nothing go wrong...

After that Liyn and Calfred pick me up.. They accompany me to get my stuff for Monday... After that we head to East Coast as we see the weather is still ok for blading...

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BUT! @#$%^&*

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After we reach there, less then 5min... It actually...

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RAIN!!!! And it's super duper heavy RAIN!!! God Dam it...

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But we are crazy... Instead of avoiding the rain... We carry on cyclingin the rain... Althought it is really super cold but yet we enjoy it so much... Cause it is so SHIOK!!! hahaha...

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After cycling met up with Winnie at the East Coast Mac... And all when back to my house to shower and head off to Golden Mile to have steam boat... Shiok sia!!!

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It's my first time there.... Recommaned by Liyn... The food there is very good, especially the Chicken Rice... *slurp* Delicious is the word... THUMBS SUPER UP FOR IT... (but the food abit ex la) hahahaha.... But worth it....

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After our dinner we had our pool session there for an hour... and head to Ang Mo Kio again for...

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PRAWNING AGAIN...

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This time round we are smart and proud that we got more then wat we expected... Total count of 33 prawns in 4 hours.... Worth it man... hahaha... After prawning on the spot we BBQ the prawn and eat it... It's so fresh and sweet even with on a little salt on it...

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At about 6.45am in the morning everyone was so tired after le... And we went back to Cheryl house to sleep...

What a fruitful day I had...

22nd March 2008 - Part 1

I have been changing a new look for blog since last night 2am plus till this morning 6am plus...

AND FINALLY

it's all done up...

Love it so much...

Except for the body text colour.... I think... So I gonna change it tonight when I get home...

Mainly changing my blog is because I wan to surprise DarDAr and let him know I am always his princess and also I want to change my life totally... I wan to get back wat I lose in the past... I wan to stand up and climb back to where I used to be standing... I wan to be who I use to be... I don care how many people is gonna hate me or dislike me...

BUT...

I WILL NEVER GET WAT I WAN IF I CARRY ON BEING SOFT HEARTED... I GOING TO BE THE BIGGEST HYPOCRITE I CAN EVER BE IN MY JOB... I KNOW I HATE THAT...

BUT...

做人有时候,是身不由己的。
做好人注定被人吃。

SO I GONNA BE CLEVER AND PLAY SMART THIS TIME ROUND...

我要做双面人!!!

*Give me another 1/2 a year... I will be what I used to be...

And well, I have also decided to go to M.O.M for my previous job issue (Some of them will know wat happen)... I will fight all the way.. Just you watch out... DAM OLD FATTY!!!

Going to get some stuff for Monday and also to visit my granny....

After this 2 important things are done I guess I am going to

BLADE!!!!

A new hairstyle...

A new blog look...

A new job...

SOON,I am gonna have a new life....

21st March 2008

Lessie return to Singapore today...

Well, today I really really really stay at home the whole day.. Not even getting my ass move downstair to get my lunch or dinner...

My lunch and dinner for today is MAGGI NOODLE!!!

Basically!!!

I am super lazy and down today...

It's 2.17am now... And I am super awake.. I just cant sleep...

Just walk out of the room... When to kitchen... I saw my mum talking to my sis happily, but the moment I call "Ma"... The smile on her face when off stright...

WHAT HAVE I DONE ,TO NOT EVEN DESERVE A SMILING FACE FROM HER?

My world seems crashing down when I saw that reaction from her face... I once use to have all her attention more then anyone but now it seems like after I fail in my career etc... Everything seems to change...

Today my mood is like thunder storm, lighting and rainning weather... Many things seems to happen around me and affected me seriously..

CASE 1- My granny

Yesterday my sister called me around 2plus while I was prawning and inform me that my granny have slip and fall at home... She knock till her head, and got a deep cut on her chin.... Well, my Uncle has send her to hospital for stiching her chin and the doctor examined that her blood pressure when up...

* Weeks ago when my Mum and I went to Suan Ming... The guy actully tell us to watch out of our elderly at home cause he/she might have accident happen and the result might not be good... Truth enough it really happen... FUCK!!!!

CASE2- My Sis Friend

Althought this incident does not directly got to do with me but yet it's still a sad incident to me...One of her friend is admitted to hospital yesterday as well... Fell off from 3rd floor while working and hurt his spinal cord.. Now he might be paraylsed.. Have been having operation for 8 hours plus... Poor guy and he is actually ONLY 25... I really don dare to think if that happen to me and I have to depends on wheel chairs forever.... Gota pairs of legs but with no feeling and cant walk or run at all... I guess that kind of feeling is very scary.... I really hope that poor guy can get well soon...

Suddenly I was wandering is everything really fated.. Why can a person fell from 3rd floor and can never walk again... It's very unfair... Life are really very unfair at times...

Being a human is so tired and boring... Everything are being arrange on top.. We cant edit, we cant undo... ONLY FOLLOW BILNDLY...

Haiz...

OK!!!

Anyway I am starting work soon... Monday will be the day le... I really don know weather can I make it or not... But no matter wat I will try my best to work hard and sucess this time round...

I will not give up ...

Cause I am who I am ...

20th March 2008

Suppose to be at St James but because of some problem I am not there today le...

Haven't been partying for 2 weeks... Maybe I am sick and tired... Plus my kaki all sick also, so no mood to go for quite sometime le...

Stay at home till quite late and around 8plus Liyn and Bao Li came to fetch me and we went for dinner.. After dinner we settle down at Hong Kong Cafe at Novena for coffee.... (We have crack alot of stupid joke there.)

After Hong Kong Cafe Coffee Session, actually we are going back to Ang Mo Kio for Majong... But I suggested for PRAWNING at Ang Mo Kio... Cause it's been so long since I last prawn with Dar Dar and Daddy...

I rememeber we use to go prawning at least 2 time a week when we are staying at Pasir Ris... But now after we move.... We have not been there to prawn anymore...

When there to try out 3 hours with them... hahahaha... But the result we got SUCKS... hahahaha....

Anyway is also a good experience after all...

Thanks for everything...

19th March 2008

Whole day I was rotting at home watching my VCD that Dar Dar rent for me on Sunday...

Till 3plus I went out to meet Calfred Chua... When for Lunch and slack at his car...

Slack till 8plus when he knock off.. We went to get a Cj7 doll doll and have dinner together...

After that head home... Reach home quarrel with deardear...

I REALLY DON KNOW WAT HAPPEN TO HIM!!!

Wire sot sot... Quarrel till quite late and when back to sleep after that...

I am sorry cause partly also my fault...

18th March 2008

Resting well at home..

As I still have not recover from my sickness...

But when up to Ang Mo Kio at aorund 8plus 9 with Liyn and Bao Li...

But at about 2plus I went home le...

Cause I still miss Dear Dear and

I FORGET ABOUT MY

MEDICINE!!!!!!!!

Thanks alot....

17th March 2008

When to cut my hair at TONY & GUY today with Qui Yu, Cheryl, Evon and Max...

Reach there at around 1pm... As it is early so I went to get myself a lunch at Pasta Mania... After that head over to the salon and cut my hair... 2pm cut all the way till 4.30pm...

I cut a very punk and act cute hair... hahahaha... cause I wanna try out the result... and its really very jia let to me.. ahahaha...

After that I when to Dar Dar work place to show him my hair...

WAT THE HELL!!!

He don even wan to talk to to me after seeing my hair cut lor...

NB!! I was so angry that I went home stright...

Went home bathe le... Head to Kor's chalet... Play Majong again and reach home around 3plus...

Back View

Front View

Miss dear dear so much...

16th March 2008

SUNDAY!!!

When to help mummy.... Cause boy boy going for his lion dance dinner today...

Before helping mummy.. When to DarDar granny house...

So cute the great grandma.. Talk and talk with me... somemore still say I cute and beautiful.. wahahahaha....

So happy...

After that when to sold Dar Dar O2 Zinc PDA phone as he bought a new phone..

SONY ERICSSON W910i... It's a good phone.. Slim and nice... Especially the sound... It's very clear and good...

Though he promise to get me one next month..

But still I hope Dar Dar spend his money wisly.. Cause I don really need that phone also...

After that head down to help Mummy at night when to He Yao Kor Chalet at Pasir Ris for Majong... hahahaha..... And reach home around 6plus in the morning...

Save for 3 yrs later...

15th March 2008

Today I was resting at home as I was still feeling that sick and tired...

Rest at home the whole day...

Dinner when out with Mr Calfred and head home to rest after that...

I hate to be sick...

14th March 2008

I am down with FLU, FEVER, COUGH, SORE TROAT, DIRROAHEA & VOMITTING....

WHAT THE HELL...

I been to see a doctor in the morning with 6 kind of medicine back...

-_-"' I hate to be sick...

I am starting a new job soon... It's my last 2 weeks to play late and now I am sick... What the hell...

ok fine... I don care at all cause I am now at Ang Mo Kio preparing to PLAY

MAJONG!!!!!

Virus Attack....

13th March 2008

SLACKING AT HOME!!!!

SO BORING AH!!!!!!!!!

Boring life...

12th March 2008

RUSH home early in the morning after one call from my Dar Dar...

He was on MC!!!

I WAS LIKE WAT THE HELL!!!

Worry he doesnt know how to take care of himself... So I rush back to look after him... Bought him lunch and reminded him to take medicine..

After that at night Anthony, Ah Seng and Eveyln came to play majong at my house...

Lose a bit... But is ok la...

So is consider slacking at home whole day again nor!!!

Majong majong MAJONG!!!

11th March 2008

MY LESSIE FLY TO TAIWAN AT 11am TODAY!!!!

When to Mount Elizerbeth Hospital with granny today for her regular check up...

After that head to meet Cai Bao Li to slack and have our lunch together then when to fetch Liyn at her work place, while they when to IKEA and COURTS I head home after that...

Cause today is Mummy's off day, is our family day again...

As usual, Dad, Mum, Jason boy, My sister Pauline, her boyfriend Jason and me; we went to Ang Mo Kio Blk 232 to have crab...

After the dinner all of us when home while I head to Ang Mo Kio to play Majong...

What is useful life??

10th March 2008

Today I slack at home the whole day...

It's been so long since I last stay at home the whole day le...

So boring....

I think I am also falling sick le...

So boring at home...

9th March 2008

Spend a er ren shi jie today with Bibi at home...

Morning when to Loyang Tua Pek Kong with Bao Li and Liyn after that head to Suntec alone to get a camera for Nana-my maid...

Can you imagine ahe is richer then me... Oh my GOD!!!
hahaha... Just Joking...

Reach home around 3pm and went to sleep stright away... Woke up at 6.30pm...
As Bibi slept till 7pm and we when to NTUC to grab some food and tonight I am in charge of whipping up the dinner... Just some simple food cause Bibi not feeling well...

After dinner we sat down to watch the basketball match together and when to sleep le...

Goodbye my friend...

8th March 2008

Reach home in the morning, sleep till 3pm..

Wake up when to Mummy stall to help her...

At night taught going out...

BUT!!!

in the end we were drinking at Pei Yi house downstair and after that MAJONG!!! -_-""

I am sorry...

7th March 2008

Today is Friday le so fast lor...

When for an interview today and I already pass... now going to start work on the 24th...

2 more weeks only...

Slack at home and when to Loyang Tua Pek Kong to pray, after that head to play Majong at Ang Mo Kio....

Boring... Majong... EVERYTIME MAJONG!!!!!

How shall I talk to you?

6th March 2008

When to IT show at Suntec... SOOoooo Many people sia...

Meet Liyn and Bao Li there.. have our dinner and head to the fair... NB!!! It's so crowed there so I quickly took what I need and head off with Joan first.. When to meet Joan's friend Zac... hahaha...

Cute guy... AND GUESS WAT!!!

After meeting them... They are together le... hahahaha...

Now I don have to worry about her being a Lao Chu Nui le... hahahaha.....

* But girl remember don remove pants oh..hahahah....

What should I do?

5th March 2008

Today I was slacking at home till very late...

And

Finally

EVEYLN called me for majong...

Head to Ang Mo Kio to play Majong with Liyn till very very late...

But luckily we got Joan's daddy... He is so good.. Cause he send me home... hahahaha...

I miss you...

4th March 2008

Lay at home the whole freaking day!!!!

Wooh.... SO boring man....

Have a bad day today... Quarrel with one of my Sister badly today...

But luckily just now went I met her every thing seems to be ok le...

I think guys are never worth it...

the leap year (:

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anyway! i've been tagged by my Ms Joan Tay Bee Tsin

aka

LESSIE

to do this

=.=

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Part 1: Introduction

Name: Adeline Ho Chun Yan

D.O.B: 2o December 1985

Current Status: Attach / Married

Eye Colour: Dark Brown

Hair Colour: Fading black

Righty Or Lefty: Righty

Zodiac Sign: Saggi

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Part 2 : On The Inside

Your heritage: Chinese, Hainese

Your fears: LIZARD!!! and being ignore

Your weakness: Soft hearted (R/S)

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Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts 1st waking up: How should I spend my day?

Your Bedtime: As and went I am tired.

Your most missed memory: The last time when he said I LOVE YOU to me

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Part 4: Your Pick

Pepsi Or Coke: Coke

MacDonald's Or Burger King: Burger King

Single Or Group Dates: SINGLE

Adidas Or Nike: Nike

Lipton Tea Or Nestea: Lipton

Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate

Cappuccino Or Coffee: Only Coffee bean - Ice Mocha

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Part 5: Do You?

Smoke: Yeah

Curse: Ya la..Those who need that can try me

Drink: All time favourite

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Part 6: In the past month

Drank Alcohol: YES!

Gone to the mall: You say lay? Of course la!!

Been on stage:Don dare to.. haha..

Eaten Sushi: Yes

Dyed hair: Almost every month change colour

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Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: When my hubby does that to me.

Does it count?hahaha...

Changed who you were to fit in: Change for 6 years le lor...

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Part 8: Age

You are hoping to be married: I think I got no choice le..

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Part 9: In a Guy Or Girl

Best Guy Eye Colour: Brown

Hair colour: Dark Colors

Short Or Long Hair: As long as it suit him

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Part 10: What were you doing?

1 min ago: Talking on the phone

1 hour ago: At Mr. Prata talking to my buddys

1 mth ago: Many thing lay!!!

1 yr ago: Which one you wan to know? So many thing I did..

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Part 11: Finish the sentence.

Love: can let one have 1000 different kinds of feelings.

Feel: HURT & NUMB

Miss: The attention he given me 6 yrs ago

Hate: The attention that I lost

Need: The attention BACK SERIOUSLY!!!

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Part 12: Tag 5 people!

Same la just let me drag 2 person down.

Anne Lee & Von.. hahaha..

I am sorry... I am being force as your can tell....

SPECIAL POST FOR

SOMEONE I DON WAN

TO LOST...

To: Jie

I am sorry that I hurt you.. I didn't wanted to do it...

I know I should not make that call...

But at the same time you are my sister someone whom is important to me and also someone whom I love, I trust so much... I really don wan to see you in pain or sadness... I just wan you to be happy always.. I have been so stress and unhappily lately.. So like you I know how it feels.... But wat I did I never wan to hurt you only wanting to make you feel better...

I know I have cause the pain of everything.. But I sincerly want to apologizes to you...

SORRY JIE...

And I hope you can call me after you felt better...

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To: YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

Thanks to you for wat happen all along and NOW....

Are you happy with the answer now?
- If you are, you are worse then a BEAST!!!

Are you happy with your life now?
- AND if you are then lead it happily... F***er

OR

YOU STILL WAN TO HIDE!!!
- I GUESS YOU WILL!!!!

COWARD!!!!
- YOU must be one...

LOVE AND DON KNOW HOW TO FACE...
- RUBBISH AND LIES!!! EXCUSES!!!!

Utterly selfish idoit.... Loving someone is to make that person happy and not cry!!!

HOW MANY TIME LE!!!!
- Feel your heart and ask yourself...
- If not at night sleep that time, pillow put higher!!!

She cry how many time le....

WHY WHY WHY!!!

YOU TELL ME,

YOU BLOODY LIER!!!

I hate you... If anything happen to her...

YOU BETTER WATCH OUT OF YOUR ASS!!!
NOT HAPPY CALL ME!!!

3rd March 2008

Set off at 10am early in the morning.. Where by I slept at 4am plus yesterday...

When to HDB at Toa Payoh to pay our 5% payment for our house...

The total amount for our house is $141,000.00

Now the 5% payment is being deducted from my CPF account.. The 5% payment cost us nearly to $9000 with the admin fee, etc....

After the house is settle... We have Pasta Mania for lunch and head home.... And Joan meet up with me at my house

Rest for a while and Bibi when back to work... While I and Joan when to Party world at Loyang for our Singing session.. It's been so long since we last meet up for our singing session le...

After singing around 7pm when to Bibi's work place for dinner... But yet he wasn't there so we head to the other outlet and he had already went off... So Joan and I decided to eat there with Bibi's aunty...

After eating HOME SWEET HOME!!!

Is there a lie in between...

2nd March 2008

After helping mum...

9.30pm off I went to St James again...

Seems like my life now is

Ang Mo Kio,

Majong

or

St James only!!!

Drunk again... And is super drunk this time round...

Maybe is because of the unhappiness I am facing now... I know... I don have to think and there isn't a need for me to think.. But I just cant help thinking... I am afraid, I am lost, I am scare... I don wan to lost anything that I have now... I am so sick of everything le.. I don wan to start all over again... I have been crying secretly but yet no one know even you... I am happy in the outside... Putting up a happy strong face... But deep deep inside, it is crying daily... I just want to do something I wan to do... But wat is it that I wan in my life? Wat do I wan to achive now? I am almost losing everything... Who will be there for me? Will you leave me too? I don wan to be left alone anymore...

So I start forcing myself to drink and get as drunk as possible...

Just wan to forget wat I am thinking now...

Drink and Drink non stop... Till I lie flat...

Reach home crying and smoking alone...

FUCK!!!

JUST WAT DO I WAN!!!

And once again I hurt myself again...

Will you be there for me...

1st March 2008

Playing Majong at Ang Mo Kio..

After helping mum... Head off to Ang Mo Kio...

Dear when "out" not at home...

Too much thinking to be done...

29th February 2008

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IKEA!!!

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Went to IKEA at around 6pm...

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I was so shock that I met my 1st ex bf there...

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The world is like so small lor... I have not seen him for years le somemore...

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Shop till 9pm reach home...

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After that we went oppsite IKEA the GIANT and COURTS too...

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Nothing much... Got myself a metal cabinet, a bed for girl girl, a full length mirror and a air tight container from IKEA...

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When to Gaint pick up some daily items and went home after that to rest...

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ENJOYING HER NEW COACH!!!

I CALLED HER MILLION OF TIME!!!

SHE DON GIVE A DAM TO ME LOR!!!

Missing Bibi alot suddenly...

28th February 2008

Lonly today...

Poor me woke up with super heavy headache... I guess is because of yesterday hang over...

Mummy and Daddy went to Batam leaving me alone at home... SIAN!!!

Went to Ang Mo Kio meet up with the gang... Suppose to work today

BUT!!! ALL TOOK LEAVE....

HAHAHAHA.....

Went there with their lunch....

And start watching Death Note(Cartoon)...

DINNER!!! KFC!!!!

Shiok!!! And head home after that....

Terrible Headache...

Terrible Hang over...

27th February 2008

Went to Bukit batok with Joan at around 2pm...

Check out our fourture for this year (Suan Ming)...

Ok...

Mine.... I would said it's half good half bad...

But our Dear girl Joan one is comfirm a good one..

hahaha.... Study hard girl...

After that head to have our super late hour lunch... while Calfred sent us back to Ang Mo Kio... And Joan went home after that....

For me reach Ang Mo Kio around 10pm...

CHANGE, MAKE UP, DRESS UP

and off we (Liyn, Cheryl and Me) head to St James.. Meet up with Liyn's Sister with a punishment of 3cups of nids there (is BRANDY and not Voka or Chivas... Anyway everytime also like that la... Their Cannon there can never finish de)hahahaha...... -_-""

I was like 1/4 gone after that... Went there to celebrate Da Jie's Birthday...

Party till 2 plus and we left as next day the 2 ladies are working and luckily I still manage to crawl home.... hahahaha....

BUT

FREAKING HELL!!!

Always accident happen on me... my index finger and middle finger of my right hand is burn by my own Ciggarette.... Sotong me... Don ask me how I burn myself... Cause I also can't remeber le...

FUCK lor!!! @#$%^&* It's dam pain now... Cause it has already become a huge BLISTER!!!!

I gonna be careful the next time I go drinking man... Cause the last time I fall and have blue black on my knee...

NOW is BLISTER....

I guess I am really super careless and blur...

Freaking hell...