26th February 2008

Today is a

horrible day for me...

I have not slap or bit my brother for so long till today....

I WAS LIKE SO ANGRY PiSS OFF AND PEK CHEK!!!

I have been telling myself all this while.... Ah boy is still young let him be.... Forget it... No point bitting him... BUT!!! FUCK!!! TODAY I LOST MY TEMPER LE!!! Can't take him stupid attiude anymore... Well, I know I am partly in wrong too BUT!!! I am not going to apologizes to him 1st (cause his FUCKING words hurt me more then the fight)... Freaking him... Ass hole idoit... Using the electrical like as if don need money like that... Like he is the one paying... Talk nicly to him don wan to listen... Then too bad I am not in the right mood with my stupid menes...

SO HE IS ALSO DAM SUAY...

CB!!!

Because of him, I also quarrel with Bibi, Nana and MUMMY!!!!

WAT THE HELL!!!

Went out of the house straight after that...

After that head to Ang Mo Kio to have steamboat with Liyn and Cheryl...

Took a cab home after that...

A fucking down day...

25th February 2008

Last day of Sin Tua le...

Meet Mr Calfred Chua to get the Microsoft Office Software... When to have our dinner at Ice3 Cafe at Serangoon North...

After that around 10pm when to Sin Tua again... But can't really help much cause of my monthly "Aunty visit"... And to the god is dirty so didn't help much expect parying and sitting down there chatting with my godbrother and the friends there... Meet mum and Dad there too... Was there talking till 3pm and head home with mum and dad...

Slept at 4pm... (this few day always slept so late and only wake up at 3plus 4plus...)

My life is abit upside down now...

24th February 2008

Today is the same thing again went Hougang Sin Tua to cross the "Ping An Qiao"..

Went to Bibi house with him and Joan for a game of Majong with Weiwei(BiBi's Brother)...

Win alittle and head off to Hougang Sin Tua at around 8pm....

Meet Liyn and Calfred there with Joan... Met Aunty Wendy, Aunty Ah Hua and the whole family there.... When to cross the "Ping An Qiao" and when for dinner with them...

After that they went home and I waited for Mummy and Daddy alone again till 1pm.... Daddy gambling there till 5am and reach home around 5plus...

So sleepy and tired...

23rd February 2008

Today when off to Hougang again... Every year standard must go there to help out...

Ok.. Today we went there for Yu Keng with all the gods... (Follow the 'god' go different places to offer prayers to other gods in the temple) there are 8 lorries and 3 coaches following along...

Meet Joan there at about 3pm.. Head off on lorry number 7 with Tua Li Ah Pek... Helping them all the way and assisting them to wat they need...

Head off at 4pm...

1st Station - Woodland
2nd Station - Jalan Kayu
3rd Station - Serangoon North
4th Station - Paya Lebar
5th Station - Old Tampines Road
6th Station to 10th Station - All at Hougang

End at 11pm....

When I reach Hougang Sin Tua I was already so freaking tired and Hungry... So after all the 'gods' when back me and Joan quickly went oppsite to have our dinner.. And Joan went home after that...

Waited for Mummy and Daddy to come at around 1plus... After their praying we went home at around 4plus...

TIRED!!!!

Shiok & Tired...

22nd February 2008
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HUAT AH!!!!
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Today went to Hougang Sin Tua to eat table(Jia Toh)... hahahaha...

Before that when to Ang Mo Kio with Joan and Mummy as they wanted to suan ming as well...

Joan - Have to find a high forehead guy with a scar.. hahahahahaha...
Mum - Cannot say... But is a good forture for her this year...

After that we went to walk around Ang Mo Kio hub and head of to Serangoon North to talk at one of Bibi's outlet...

At about 6pm we went down to Hougang Ave8, where by from young I am one of the person there to helping out and one of their devoted prayer too to have our dinner there... At about 7plus; Liyn came to meet us as well... After praying we start to have our dinner... Mum and Dad was there as well... They still biao a big money holder(if I am not wrong) that cost them

$3218!!!!

And some more the amount, is actually my house unit number some more... -_-"""

After dinner head to Ang Mo Kio for majong session...

Still Job Hunting...

21st February 2008

Today when out at around 8pm, before that was walking around sleeping and eating home.. hahaha....

After Cai Bao Li come to fetch me off we went to Loyang Tua Pei Kong to pray... And take Ang Bao.. haahah.. After that we head to grandma house to collect the dinner from her and bring it home...

Went to Yio Chu Kang to pick up Liyn from her Sister house.. And off we went to Hougang...

Went to Hougang to pray at the Sin Tua and quickly went for our dinner which was already 12plus le... HUNGRY LOR!!!!!!!

After wait for Mummy till 1plus 2 le.... Reach home already 3 le....

What a tired day...

20th February 2008

Woke up by Bao Li cause of the delivery of the Home Theater Set...

When off with him to tour around Singapore and finally we head off to Ang Mo Kio to,

SUAN MING AGAIN!!!

Hahaha... When to Ang Mo Kio to ask..

Was quite truth about my life....

One bad thing that worried me alot...

IT'S MY HEALTH!!!! NB!!!

Anyway after that head home...

I am vex about the geomencier words...

19th February 2008

When for interview in UPS today, 4 people interview me at one shot...

WOOH!!!

I dam zai lor... hahaha.... After Silkair interview... All the interview to me now is like NOTHING le... hahaha... And I zai zai de pass the interview le...

After interview when to have dinner with Liyn at Koven and collect Yu Sheng from Sushi Teh at

SERANGOON GARDEN AGAIN!!!!

Hahaha... After that head to Cheryl house to pick up the home theather set from her...

Thanks to Cai Bao Li... I left all the thing in his car and he will deliver it to me the next day...

After that head home and rest...

Miss Bibi so much...

Missing alot of thing...

My life is so messy...

18th February 2008

Was sleeping at home the whole morning... Slack like hell... When to collect my hamster cage at Pasir Ris... When home change all my hamsters bedding and clean up their dirty cage...

(Got all the 8 babys picture below...)

So boring....



At night when to meet Joan for dinner at Serangoon Garden (Chomp Chomp)...

YES!!!

Boring Life I know...

Life is so short and boring...

17th February 2008

Woke up at 11am to look for Bibi.. As I could not find him cause he went to his aunty house early in the morning I was abit piss off...

Anyway when back to sleep till 3 plus...

MUM CALLED!!!

Mum: Wake up, get ready and have to go help me later...

Me(blur tone): ok... (thinking in my heart:There go my wonderful SUNDAY!!)

4pm, Mum reach home while I preparing myself to go help her...

Same thing help mum till 10pm and when to "HOME" KTV Pub to have drink with my younger sister;Pauline... We were talking heart to heart.. Trying to understand each other life... And finally I feel that there is someone who I can talk at home before, I go crazy... hahahaha...We spend our time there till 1plus and when home after that..

Thanks Girl... When I need someone to talk to you are there...

Thanks

*Preparing Pizza for everyone tommorrow morning... Hope I will make it...

A tired and sleepy day...

16th February 2008

Nuah... at home the whole day till 4plus in the afternoon...

When to help mum at her stall as the old helper of hers quit le... Sian sia...

Help till 10pm.. When up to Ang Mo Kio to play Majong with Bao Li, Liyn & Max...

Sian...

Wat a day I had...

You have disappoint me again...

15th February 2008

Today is our 2nd Year living together in a name of HUSBAND & WIFE!!!


When to interview in the afternoon... But too bad I don like the job scope... After that meet Bao Li at Bugis for a walk over there...

When to Clementi with him to pick up his workers and when home to pick up my clothes for Roller Blading with Liyn and Bao Li...

Meet Liyn at my house downstairs... So we head to East Coast at 6.30pm and reach there around 7pm, start blading at the way till 9pm and head off to east coast food centre to have our dinner there....

After dinner MOVIE!!! We have got Liyn, Bao Li , Joan, Ah Bee and Xiao Di....

Finally Dear and I got to see a movie after so long and so many promises he made...

We went to watch the sneak preview of



" L change the world - Death Note 3",

VERY NICE SHOW!!!! Rating 9/10




Especially the guy - L !!! HE IS SO cute and handsome... hahahaha.....

After Movie it was like 2am le... SO all of us head home....

It's our 2nd year of marriage life....

14th February 2008

Today is Valentine's Day...

Before heading home from Cheryl's house went to Pasir ris Coasta Sand to play majong with He Yao's gang...

Played for about 2 hour around 7pm reach home and rest to wait till Bibi come home...

He gave me a Valentine's Day Gift..

CHOCOLATE & 12 stalks of FLOWERS!!!!

But sorry Bibi.. I never get anything for you...

And I still have not try out talking to Mum yet...

Late Valentine's Day Celebration...

13th February 2008

I really don know wat happen to me recently?

Stress ?

Tired ??

Mental Problem ???

Serious Depression ????

OR

EVERYTHING!!!!

Went to tour around with Calfred... When to take our lunch together and collected my Hard Disk from him. At around 5plus he send me home to collect my clothes and bring me to Lessie house to get the HAMSTER from her... Now I got 2 little baby with me as TanTan pass away on the "CHU ER" which really make dam sad that day.. Cause he is my favourite hamster... He always have alot of previlage in all the new equip that I bought.. Now that he is gone, no longer with me.. But he will always be in my heart...

When up to Cheryl's house to have dinner and off we go to Cheryl's old house to help her move her stuff and also help LPK to move all the stuffs to his house too... tired...

Reach home around 10plus and at about 11.3opm...

ST JAMES TIME!!!!!

Reach there around 12midnight with Liyn, Cheryl, Max, Liyn's sis and her bro-in-law..... Suprisingly today all drunk flat! flat!! FLAT!!! Cause the are 3 incident/accident happen on us.... 1st - Cheryl vomitted on the spot right on our table, 2nd - Liyn got a deep long cut on her right hand... 3rd - I GOT A BLUE BLACK ON MY KNEE CAUSE I FALL OFF THE STEP!!!!! NB!!! hahahahaha.... Fun but all gone dead flat with 4 bottle of Hessney Cannon and 3 bucket of Beer... The whole night we were dinking in NIT!! OR SHOTS only.... hahaha...

Although at that moment I was already drunk but my heart is wreaking like hell, I really don know why? I felt like crying even though, I really enjoy myself alot there... REALLY feel like crying out loundly till everyone can hear me crying... But too bad the music there is super lounder then my voice...

As on the way home... I recieved a call from mum, I really cannot remember how we started to quarrel.. But I could remember clearly the tone that I talk to her is super harsh... (I really hate myself for doing that) It's my 1st time talking this way to her... I felt so bad and guilty now... Tears are rolling down my cheeks as I type all this... I really don't know why I will lost control till I say many hurtful, painful and ugly words to hurt someone who is so important to me and I love so much that I never want to lost... I know I hurt her now... She must be very sad and crying now.... I seriously don know how to face her tomorrow.. Where by, she love me so much, so much but yet I just hurt her without even thinking much.... JUST what the FUCK is wrong with me..... (can someone just slap me to my sense?)

This time even a million sorry can't heal her wounds.. But I really wish that I can have the courage to say sorry to her... I guess I am really facing alot of problems, stress, and what so ever till I got no where to express or vent it out...

Anyway I also have to Thanks my sister Pauline.. She have help me alot last night... Sometime I am really wandering why I am just not as muture and strong like my Younger Sister? Why I am always so useless???? WTF MAN @#$%^& !!!!

Well, after I reach Pei Yi house, Mei Mei called me and talk to me also all the sms she send... I really felt alot alot better after talking to her... She seems to really understand me after I said a few sentences....

Thanks Girl.... I LOVE YOU...
Thanks for everything,
and sorry to make you worry...

* I really need to get out and relax to destress myself....

I really love you as much as you love me...

I really don't mean it...

I am really sorry...

12th February 2008

FINALLY TODAY I REST FOR MORE THEN 10 HOURS LE!!!

hahahaha.....

Woke up at 2pm today!!!

SHIOK AH!!!!

Wake up le... Have my lunch and slack around till 5pm...

Went out to past my friend the Hard Disk for some of my program and had my dinner too...

Reach home around 10.30pm.. Bought dinner for Bibi too...

I have to go replanish my beauty sleep le....

NIGHTZzzz!!!!

Yawnz... Night Night...

11th February 2008

As I said I rushed home at 7am... Reach home at about 7.30am...

When home rest for 3 hours...

And have to wake up and change to go off to take my Basic Terory...

And I ACTUALLY

FAILED!!!! NB!!!

Hahaha....

After that head to Bibi's stall to have my lunch and went home to rest around 3plus...

At about 5pm... Head off to meet Liyn... went for dinner and a drink while waiting for Cai Bao Li to come and head home...

By the time I reach home is around 12plus le...

YAWNZzzzz....

What a tired CNY..

10th February 2008

Ok!!! I am super Shag and tired by now le...

When off from Ang Mo Kio at around 2 plus to Bibi's Aunty house located at Tampines to Bai Nian for awhile and left there around 4plus...And also the whole CNY, today I finally saw my lessie le... This Char bor like all of sudden disappear from my life.. Sob......

When home rest for about 30mins and when down to Mummy's Shop to help her.... What the Hell...

SO MANY PEOPLE LOR!!! Tired!!!

Around 10pm I reach home... Ivan jio for Majong... hahahahaha....

SO!!!

I went to Ang Mo Kio with them to play with Evon and Cheryl till Morning 7am after that when home to rest...

Wooh... Wooh... Shag is the words...

9th February 2008

大年初三

When to Anne house at about 2pm.. So tired dragging my feet there... When there to Bai Nian with Anne's Mum play majong for and poker for awhile then at about 8pm head off to He Yao bro there... Met up Pauline and Jason there...

When there for dinner till 10plus... And off I go to Ang Mo Kio again...

This time round not for MAJONG...

It's for clubbing... It's been so long, the 4 sisters and 1 brother have not gather together for clubbing le... When of f to St James at about 12am... Met alot of friend there... People like Tommy, Jenson, Jenny, Adrain etc.... So long never see them le...

Club all the way till 5am in the morning... And all drunk flat...

Reach Ang Mo Kio around 5plus le... Yet all stilll cant sleep...

Really got to Thanks Cheryl for cooking for us to eat... And we are super sobber by then.. Slept at 7am...

Ever since New Year eve I think I slept less then 10 hours sia...

hahahahha....

Can I have a better sleep???

8th February 2008

大年初二

Almost equals to crawling home at morning 11plus... SUPER!!! TIRED!!!

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When home to remover my make up and have a bathe... Re-do my make up again and change into my new cloths... Head over to Bibi's granny place at Bedok... Have our steamboat lunch again!!!! hahahaha.... Meet Bibi there too.. As last night he stay over at Hougang while I was playing Majong at Ang Mo Kio...

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After Bedok I left alone to Hougang to my small uncle house... When there to gather till 3plus and head home as everyone is coming over to my house to gamble and have dinner...

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My house was like gambling den... There are people playing 3 cards, 21, In Between and 2 table of Majong!!! hahahaha....

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STANDARD FOR MY HOUSE EVERY YEAR!!!

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hahahaha...

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Play till 4am then everyone left...

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Wooh... Shag!!!

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Look at the tired face man...

7th February 2008


大年初一

发阿！！

Woke up at 8am.. Yawnz... 2 hours of sleep only.. Tired!!!

When to Granny house again to Bai Nian first.. then head to Bedok to pray my grandfather... My family every years rounte...

After that head off to Toa Payoh - Sheng Yong Kong.... Meet Bibi there with my uncle and aunty family... Went there to pray... (Standard rounte every year) hahaha...

Then head to Bradell and 2 Ang Mo Kio place...

Lastly for the 1st day of New Year will be at Bibi house... When there for his family reunion dinner.. Steamboat again... Honestly every year CNY, both of us have to eat steam boat for at least 3 time... hahahaha...

When there to have dinner then around 11plus meet Alan, Jane at Cheryl's house... Wat can we do there?


MAJONG LOR!!!!


hahahahahah....


Play till morning 8plus... WAh!!!!! Now I am real SHAG liao....


But yet happy...

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

6th February 2008

Haven't been updating my blog due to CNY!!!

Anyway on the New Year Eve...

Went to done up my hair with Mummy and also accompany Mummy to TM to do her last min shopping...

During in the evening as usual all when to granny house at Elias Road to have our steam boat dinner..

This year seems to be so odd.. Without Pauline MeiMei ( I guess she must be super lonly there), without my 3rd uncle family(cause myaunty is sick)... haiz..

Anyway after the reunion dinner, Dear went home to his house to help out his family for the praying. As for me, I went out the whole night till 6am then I reach home.. DAM SHAG!!!

Went to Ang Mo Kio to meet Baoli, went off to China town for the count down... Then head to Bukit Panjang - Nayang Tua Pei Kong, Toa Payoh - Sheng Yong Kong , Bugis - Shi Ma Lu and Loyang - Tua Pei Kong....

No choice last year every thing also not steady and everything seems to be so lousy and bad luck to me... So this year must really pray... wahahahaha...

Shag!!!Hope to have a better year ahead!!!

5th February 2008

When to meet Calfred Chua and Liyn to do up the man's hair...

Slack and slack at Cheryl's house till 7plus...

When our Mr Calfred called.. So all of us including Cheryl... We went for Steam Bath, Swimming and Jacuzzi at Sembawang... SHIOK MAN!!!

Before that I also went to deliver so CNY goodies to my godma..

-_-"" The other day she just ask me to go pick up from her for my mum... Today my mum ask me send some up to her again... DIAOZZZ

After everything head home at around 11plus... Talk cock with Dear a while and off we went to sleep to prepare ourself for thr REUNION DINNER tomorrow...

Lazy & lazy as days goes by...

4th February 2008

Abit of urguement with my lessie today because of a...

STUPID . IRRESPONSIBLE .
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FUCK UP . SERIOUS A.P .
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BOY!!!!

How old le... yet got no sense of responsible... Act like no body TAI CHI... And my lessie and I almost from urguement to quarrel because of HIM!!! W.T.F

CHILDISH AND NAIVED BOY.. Infront of GF act gentle.. Infront of friend act till as if we owe him that much... FUCKING ASS HOLE!!!

COOL DOWN....

I really have to cool down!!!

Anyway today, my day was like so boring the whole day... When to Ang Mo Kio hub to get my final CNY accessories.. And that is my FAKE LASHES!!! Phew... .. I was so worry that it will sold out again as I can't find it at many places.. AND FINALLY!! I GOT IT!!!

Bought myself 3 pair of lashes and 2 sets of manicure nails.. Actually I have the nails le la.. But buy 2 more sets in case... Then stright away I went home to slack after that...

Recently I have beening running up and down Ang Mo Kio like hell...

Tomorrow I still have to go to Ang Mo Kio to deliver New Year Goodies to my Godma and head to help Calfred Chua to dye his hair maybe after that SPA TIME before CNY!!!

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW FREE AND BORING I AM NOW?

Haiz... Anyway 3 more days to Chinese New Year... Time is like flying so fast another year have past... And it's also the 1st time, after 20 years my youngest sister;Pauline will not able to make it for the reunion dinner with us and also on the 1st day of New Year... Because, due to her work.. She just fly off to France today and returning only on Friday, which is the 2nd day of Chinese New Year.. It's her 1st time flying so long... Was wandering if she adapt to the cold weather there anot? Cause she really very scare of cold... Hope she can look after herself properly there, and come back fast to celebrate the Chinese New Year with us...

Well, Bibi is really crazy over FISHES!! I was wandering his "Qian Shi" is it Fish?

Cause today he bought 9 goldfishs home again.. Now I have got 3 fish tanks all full of different fishes... With 6 Hamster and 2 dogs... Now I feel like I am staying in a small enclose ZOO!!! with so many little PETS!!!

I need to get a job to fill up my days...

3rd February 2008

SHOPPING DAY!!!

When Shopping with Bibi today... Enjoyed spending my whole day with Bibi..

We went to Tampines Mall today.. Shop around for Bibi's New Year Clothes etc... Shop around for my new Shoe, my new lashes, my new bra, my new shaw and my new contact lens... But shopping around the whole day I COULDN'T FIND MY LASHES IN TAMPINES MALL...

Total spending for total: $300 plus...

Hahaha.. Bibi was so pain to spend so much.. But I think it's ok lor.. Cause 1 year 1 time nia ma... And somemore is Bibi pay for it de.. So I not so heart pain.. wahahahaha... (felt bad, but no choice) hahahaha....

After that around 5pm we head home to rest as we really went out very early to get all our CNY stuffs...

At about 6pm, I when to buy our dinner and also went to NTUC to help mummy get her beer for CNY.. Kao.. I taught I can carry alone.. BUT I AM WRONG.. It's so heavy lor.. Walking under the rain alone with 2 packects of dinner, 1kg of rice (free gift) and 24cans of BEERS!!!! Dam Freaking HEAVVYYY lor... Grr.... But ok la... I still manage to carry home alone slowly... hahaha...

At night we went down to CK at our house downstair to shop for the daily needs again... There go Bibi complaining about our spending today again... hahaha...

I did something so stupid today...

2nd February 2008

WHAT A SWOLLEN EYEs I HAVE TODAY!!!

It is very OBVIOUS that my eyes are 1big 1 small...

Neh Neh de....

When to Bukit Batok with Mr Bao Li and Liyn today...

When there to "Suan Ming"... Quite accurate sia..

But mine are kind of like bad stuffs... Kind of like disappointed sia...

After "Suan" finish, we went Lavender to eat SHARK FIN noodle... Not bad.. quite nice...

Finish eating we all when to Kallang sea side to have a talk, we also bought some beer there to drink and talk at the same time.. Have a mad and crzy time there with Bao Li... My tears keep rolling down.. But the stupid Bao li keep making me laugh none stop..

hahahaha...... I felt so UGLY to cry and laugh at the same time lo...

SO STUPID!!!

Wat you say to me is it truth?