Yesterday I taught I will not be going out again... But end up Joan, me and her bf when to MR PRATA to eat. And after eating... My phone start ringing and everything bad start coming non-stop... Rush down all the way to Ang Mo Kio to look after the kids and happen to find out a lot of things. SHIT!!!
Just 2 days before 2008... So many things come crushing into my sisters; Joan, Liyn & Cheryl’s world... Just what the hell is happening...? Are we sister so SUAY?? The day before everything is so perfectly ok!! Within 24 hours everything was turn around...
NOW MY BRAIN IS ALL problems, Problems & PROBLEMS!!!
Well, although most of it is not my problems...
But I just can't help it to leave them alone to face it...
Cheryl - She and her ex-husband quarrel over the kids...What a FUCKING Bastard he was... And ends up he was also the one who causes the kids to suffer... I really pity Sunshine & Jack as their Ah Yi...
Liyn - Tight up with her relationship problem; with the kids and etc...
Joan - Relationship problem... Never will we expect that the guy is also another JERK with a mask on so beautifully... And end up... Saying that all along this are just a STORY PLANNING...
Me - Up sad and disappointed about my working performance, about my sister's problem and my relationship with Dear... The gap between me and Dear seems to be back again... The trust from him seems to be getting further again... Why after so many years our relationship seems to be so fragile... Like that how can we stay together in future? Further more tomorrow count down he can't be there with me again...
Our anniversary, My birthday, Christmas Eve celebration you are not there, now again New Year Count Down you are not there again... Should I get use to it? Or should I just carry on thinking that you are just not free, I have to be understanding?
I am kind of like tired le...
Went to help Mum till around 8.30pm rush off all the way to Ponggol to meet Joan and accompany her till 12 plus... But she is still not very stable and her com was down when she need to do up her project as well... So I brought her to my house to sleep and let her use my com for her projects... Reach home around 1am plus with Joan...
Tomorrow celebration now is somehow ruined... Especially Cheryl Jie...
But at least one thing good happen today... Mummy and I start to talking le... Although is not a lot like the past...
But Thanks Dear for helping us to break the ice...
If everything can just end on the 2007...
Hoping for a better year of 2008...
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