30th December 2007

Yesterday I taught I will not be going out again... But end up Joan, me and her bf when to MR PRATA to eat. And after eating... My phone start ringing and everything bad start coming non-stop... Rush down all the way to Ang Mo Kio to look after the kids and happen to find out a lot of things. SHIT!!!

Just 2 days before 2008... So many things come crushing into my sisters; Joan, Liyn & Cheryl’s world... Just what the hell is happening...? Are we sister so SUAY?? The day before everything is so perfectly ok!! Within 24 hours everything was turn around...

NOW MY BRAIN IS ALL problems, Problems & PROBLEMS!!!
Well, although most of it is not my problems...
But I just can't help it to leave them alone to face it...

Cheryl - She and her ex-husband quarrel over the kids...What a FUCKING Bastard he was... And ends up he was also the one who causes the kids to suffer... I really pity Sunshine & Jack as their Ah Yi...

Liyn - Tight up with her relationship problem; with the kids and etc...

Joan - Relationship problem... Never will we expect that the guy is also another JERK with a mask on so beautifully... And end up... Saying that all along this are just a STORY PLANNING...

Me - Up sad and disappointed about my working performance, about my sister's problem and my relationship with Dear... The gap between me and Dear seems to be back again... The trust from him seems to be getting further again... Why after so many years our relationship seems to be so fragile... Like that how can we stay together in future? Further more tomorrow count down he can't be there with me again...

Our anniversary, My birthday, Christmas Eve celebration you are not there, now again New Year Count Down you are not there again... Should I get use to it? Or should I just carry on thinking that you are just not free, I have to be understanding?

I am kind of like tired le...

Went to help Mum till around 8.30pm rush off all the way to Ponggol to meet Joan and accompany her till 12 plus... But she is still not very stable and her com was down when she need to do up her project as well... So I brought her to my house to sleep and let her use my com for her projects... Reach home around 1am plus with Joan...

Tomorrow celebration now is somehow ruined... Especially Cheryl Jie...

But at least one thing good happen today... Mummy and I start to talking le... Although is not a lot like the past...

But Thanks Dear for helping us to break the ice...

If everything can just end on the 2007...

Hoping for a better year of 2008...

29th December 2007

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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PAULINE HO!!!

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May all your wish

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come truth...

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MUACKS!!! LoVe You...

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Shit!! I am still at home to write my blog at this time...

I think I am just too tired...

Reach home after work around 2pm..

Before that when to have lunch with

Bao Li at Toa Payoh...

Reach home went to take a nap..

Never expected that I sleep all the way

to 7.30PM felt hungry

that's why I woke up... diaoz..

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I know Mummy is angry with

me abt wat happen on Christmas eve

and during Christmas..

Cause we haven't been talking

for 5 days le...

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But she is my cousin ma..

Why must She be angry about it lay..

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Haiz, I know you worry but I know wat I am doing..

Somemore I am no longer a kids,

and I a married adult le...

Really hope you can understand me more

and be more considerate towards her,

and stop misunderstanding her anymore...

Honestly I really hate to lost freedom

and trust from any of my family member

including you; DEAR!!! I need your trust..

Since you don have much time for me..

I hope you can trust me with & my friends...

I have my circle of friends..

So stop suspecting here and there ok?

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Joan just arrived..

She is playing with my PSP while waiting for her BF..

Anyway I forget to write here that

SHE DROP MY PSP on the 3rd day

when I lend it to her...

Sob sob... THERE ARE SCRATCHES LE...

BUT... LUCKILY !!!!!

She is my Baobei, my darling, my baby,

MY EVERYTHING..

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So she is being forgiven.. hahahaha.....

But she better handle it with extra care now.. hahaha..

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HEARD THAT GIRL???

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So Boring...

Slacking.....

28th December 2007

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Today work till super late.. And also got tua by my client so many time.. Again and again...

So STUPID LOR!!!

Anyway went to clinch a deal and

it's quite a major one..

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Today I recieved a late

Birthday gift form my Bao Bei...

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hahahaha...

LoVe You Baby... MUACKS!!!!!!! -_-""

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Today when I reach home Dear bought me my favourite tibits...

ARE YOU TRYING MAKE ME FATTER

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DEAR??

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O.K... That's all for today...

After all I still not enough sleep... Yawnz.........

And 3 more days to YEAR 2008 le!!!!

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Times really fly...

27th December 2007

Went to work like a zombie today.. My mood is still not right.. Don't know why??

YOU THINK THIS IS WAT I WAN MEH???

I ALSO VERY TIRED LE LOR....

I ALSO NOT HAPPY ABT WAT HAPPEN LOR...

Anyway the above is just wat I want to trash out... haiz... So tired don know why also.. Maybe I am young outside yet old inside le lor...

Took a cab everywhere I go to meet client today... So dam ex...

After work.. When to dinner with Bao Li, was feeling better after that... CAUSE HE IS JUST A SUPER DUPER JOKER.. BUT.... somewhere inside still worry and sad la... haiz....

JUST NOT IN THE RIGHT MOOD THIS 2 DAYs... NB lor!!!!!!!

Tired and shag...

I need more of your concern...

26th December 2007

Today when back to work.. Same thing I am very tired lo... But super sleepy... Don't know why today my mood is super bad, super impatient and super hot temper today.. Maybe because not enough sleep etc...

When to meet a client this afternoon, dragging my feet all the way there.. Shit lor.. When I see my client today I was so tired till my mouth was like being seal up by super glue cant utter anything out at all and I really cant commuicate well with them at all lor.. Haizz... I know I have already screw up everything today... diaoz.. =(

So sian now... Went home stright after work today... Cause no energy and so tired today... Suddenly miss dear alot don know why also...

What should I do about what happen today?

SHIT!!!!!

I am so vex and in a mess now...

I screw up everything today...

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I am lost in everything now...

Super bad mood...

24th & 25th December 2007

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Today is a day for celebration, Sitting together sharing our warm and love, food and drinks together. BUT!!! When I woke up I realise all drunk dead flat in every corner of the house... -_-"

I remember before I was dead and sleeping like pig in the room.. We were eating our log cake with honey tukey ham and drinking all the way... BUT it seems like when I was awake all are asleep le(around 4plus)...

The whole celebration we have: Me, Liyn, Cheryl, Evon, Bao Li, Max, Ah Soon & Derek plus 2 kids (Shan Shan & Bernard)... So guilty that Liyn actually prepare my Chrismas Present.. But I didnt prepare any for anyone..But Never mind... GIRLS!!!! I gonna make it up for your...

Waited and waited... Finally it's 12midnight and it's CHRISMAS!!!!!! Hohoho....Unwrapped the presents with the kids.. But yet playing Majong in a seh seh manner... hahahaha...

When to sleep quite late... And woke up around 3 plus in the afternoon... When to meet Joan after that at 5.30pm... hahaha... So sweet for her last night at east coast... hahahaha.... But both of us are so seh and tired that we went to Tampines Interchange to eat the VEG PIZZA and after that took a bus home again... Abit Bo Liao I know... But we

YI RI BU JIAN RU GE SAN QUI SIA!!!

hahahaha.......... So no choice today die also must meet up... hahahaha

*Opps... Seh till forget to take my own picture.. hahaha...

I just wish to celebrate with you...

But why must you leave me alone in all festival...

Merry X'mas..

23rd December 2007

ANOTHER WEEK TO 2008!!!!!!!!

Time is flying so fast... Shit!!! I am getting one year old in 2008 again by then I am 23 le...

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Die le la.... 23 is like so old le lo...

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha.......

Ok... Today is Bibi off day... Early in the morning 9 plus he start waking me up but too bad... No matter wat he does or try I just don care and carry on sleeping till 11am.. hahaha... So tired..

Yawns...

Headed to bugis to pray as he is wan to offer some prayer... After that we went back to hougang cause Mummy cook steam boat for us to eat.. Erm... Ok...

I know is my don know how many steamboat of the month le.. hahaha... But Mummy the soup for the steamboat is super nice and kao kao one ok... So went back for lunch... Met till Jin Wei GF.. She is very sweet and after eating she help out in washing which remind me of the past when I started my relationship with BiBi that's all wat I did too.. hahaha.. BUT now... Opps... Sorry DEAR!!! hahaha...

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3pm rush all the way to Ang Mo Kio to meet Calfred at Cheryl's home.. Cause he have help me to source alot of game for my PSP.. Slack there till 5plus...


Then around 5.30pm Calfred send me back to Hougang..AND THE RAIN IS SO SUPER HEAVY LOR... I am all drench lor... I was so tired when I reach Dear's place so I went to take a nap.. Then about 6.30pm Bibi wake me up for STEAMBOAT again... Thats for dinner...

Eat till very full, And I am sleepl again, so went back to sleep till 9plus.. BUT... 1 hour later... Dear WOKE ME UP AGAIN!!! And ask me to go home le.. So we took a cab home as both of us are tired le..


But guess wat... When I reach home I am awake le... Joan called up ad meet me at Tampines Interchange.. SO I went to meet her for half and hour then go home.. We went to tampines interchange to eat.. Bought some food and start eating at Tampines Interchange Mac.. Chat for awhile and all went home at 11.30pm

(No Choice ,cause we have to take the last bus)..

Now I am super tired le.. Tomolo still have to work... Sian..

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DEAR Working during Chrismas & Chrismas Eve...

I love you,I miss you Dear...

Merry Chrismas in advance...

This is one song is nice.
Love it after listening to it...

歌曲：Sorry
歌手：苏永康

Sorry... I am really sorry.
我又一次 把你气哭在陌生街头
爱你... 我当然爱你
自从第一眼 到现在
什至没人敢预测的将来
请你相信 不是我不愿意改变我自已
而是一再努力 又一再放弃
那个软弱的自已

其实我恨透了我自已
没有认输的勇气
让你受尽了不安和委屈

你是我这一生 这一生 最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生 这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并 没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意 很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人 请听 我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影

Got to know this song from Evelyn...

Found some picture of my Birthday celebration on 2005 too...

REALLY MISS THOSE TIME SO MUCH..

And I love that hair colour...

When can I have my next Chalet?

I really miss those days....

Woman's are soft hearted...

Sercure is wat we want...

22nd December 2007

Found this photo as I was going through my picture.. Miss my long hair alot alot.. Sob...

This morning when I am on way to work. I was so tired till I sleep over stop.. Stupid me.. hahaha...

Work till 2plus.. When to P.S to get my stuff and head home with Joan.. We were both so tired till we sleep in bus 65 and almost miss our stop again..

NOW, CAN YOU TELL HOW TIRED WE ARE LE MA?

Today Pauline(The Princess in my family) is back.. Glad that she is safely back in one whole piece.. Can also tell that she is super tired.. And a little sick too.. Hope she can get well so as she need to fly off on 24th Dec again to Hong Kong.. Take Care girl...

Joan went up to my house as well.. We cook Carborana and Soba for dinner..

After that slack till 8.30pm, Joan went home...

Wat the fuck...

21st December 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYN!!!!!!!!

Today is my another sister Liyn Birthday.. Hope she every year also so pretty and beautiful.. Take care girl...

LOVE YOU........

Today when I reach office I was like "NB... CCB... WHY AM I SO TIRED..." YAWNZZ!!!! Anyway I am already addicted to my PSP till I have a sleepless night, I also don care and carry on playing...

After work when out window shopping with Joan... We went to town for a walk.. Reach home around 10pm... NOW is already 1.20am... YAWNZZ... I really have to sleep to recover my panda eye bag le...

Some tired and sickening shots...

20th December 2007
My Birthday

So tired after yesterday... Sleep nearly only 1hour plus.. Woke up around 9 plus today... Don’t know why I just can't sleep...

Anyway, TODAY I AM OFFICAL 22 le... Haiz... I hate my age keep going up every year... So scary... hahaha... Anyway again

THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIFT & BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!

Today we were all being lock up in Cheryl’s house by EVON!!! We can’t go out at all till JinWei (My brother-in-law) come and save us... hahaha... Our dear Evon have done a double lock from the wooden door outside in the morning when she goes out to work... Funny lor... Then no choice all of us start calling for helper... LUCKILY JINWEI is nearby and he is free, so he came up to be our rescue. Hahaha... THANKS WEI!!! But poor Max he was on leave because of this issue...

After we are being unlock Joan, JinWei and I went to Mustafa to search for PSP & Camera... BUT... NB!!! We are like flowing in the crowd of BLACK MUD!!!! So many BANGALADASH!!! AND THE SMELL I TELL YOU... IS WAH TA MA DE SMELLY LOR!!! And the funniest part is Joan... They keep knocking into her bag... So she was so angry and pek chek till she say after today she is going to throw that bag away... And when anyone of them accidently knock to her touch till her... SHE SCREAMS LIKE MAD LOR!!! Wahahaha... Stupid girl...So no choice she have to really cling closly to me to avoid them touching till her... hahaha....

So since we can't shop properly there, we head down to SIM LIM SQUARE, but before that we went to the hawker centre there to have our lunch and also went to the Guan Ying Miao to pray etc... We reach Sim Lim around 4plus... Shop & shop all the way till around 6... SO NOW I FINALLY DECIED TO GET A PSP SLIM FOR MYSELF BUT PAID BY BIBI AS MY BIRTHDAY GIFT THIS YEAR... Now I finally have something to do when I am on my way to work or meet client... Actually I can't decide to go for pink or black... But end up I still go for the pink one because I have too many black color things in my life le... So must put in some color I think... hahaha... Bought the Pink PSP at $299 and a 4GB Memory card at $60
TOTAL: $359...
I think is cheap le la...

Oh ya, And JinWei bought one White one for his GF too... So sweet lor... And Liyn at the other side also bought a Lavender one... Now all the PSP gang are out... hahaha...

When to MISSU Café after that, which is located at Bedok... When there for their Apple Crumble and at the same time we have our dinner there too... The main course oks only lor... BUT THE APPLE CRUMBLE IS NICE... And thanks to Joan don know from where she pop out a small Birthday cake for me too.. I was so surprise about it lo... hahaha... Thank you... Love you Joan...

8.30pm reach Changi Airport Terminal 2... Meet SweeLeng, Mabel, Anne, Nicholas and Jason Ho there... Went there to send off my sister as it's her 1st flight of her career... I am so proud and happy for her... But at the same time worry for her too... Her flight is at 11.30pm but she have to check in early as I think they need her to go up and get familiarize with the plane... When she was about to check in, honestly I was quite sad and worry for her... But I am also happy for her... Can tell her tears are around the corner when she was checking in... So am I... BUT IS OK... SHE COMING BACK ON SATURDAY... hahaha...

When I reach home... Dear already bought a small Birthday cake for me as I complain to him yesterday no cake... hahaha... Thanks Dear... But I was so full till I cant eat the cake le... So I going to leave it for tomorrow morning breakfast...

19th December 2007

So excited... Finally the day is here... Hahaha... Time really fly... Now I am already at Cheryl's house....

After work Joan came to meet me, when to Ang Mo Kio hub NTUC to get the food and Liyn when to get the drinks with Evon & Bao Li then all head up Cheryl's house for the celebration..

Although many thing was abit cock up.. Example: NO KNIFE TO CUT THE FOOD, FORGET TO BUY CAKE and starting our steamboat at around 10plus etc... hahahah... But after that everything turn out well la..

AFTER STEAMBOAT!!!!!! MAJONG!!! I seem to lose the skill of playing majong le... Lost $10 for the majong...

AND I FORGET TO THANKS LIYN.... THANKS Girl!!! for keep training me to drink again and again ah, somemore is red wine ah...... hahhaha.... MUACKS!!!!!!

Well anyway after all, I did enjoy myeslf alot too...

Once again THANKS to Bao Li, Cheryl, Liyn,Evon, Liyn's Friend, Max & my lessie;JOAN for making the effort to celebrate with me and those wishes from the people who sms me...

Really Thanks alot..

PICTURE THAT ARE FOR
15TH DECEMBER
MY MINI BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

ME & HE YAO KOR

PAULINE MEI & ME

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HE YAO KOR,ME,KIT & PAUL

PAULINE MEI,ME & ANNE

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NIC & ME

NIC WHAT'S THAT FACE?

OUR FUNNY ACT CUTE FACE...

18th December 2007

After work went to Ang Mo Kio to have the famous CRAB!! Wooh hoo.... Shiok...

Went there with the whole family, godma, godpa and granny..

TOTAL BILL: $233.00
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(Contributed by ME & Pauline)

It's actually to celebrate my birthday in advance and also to wish Pauline career all the best.. We order quite a number of food shiok and nice...

I was also very guilty as Shwuling have already plan to celebrate my birthday together with Tiffany.. But last min MUMMY give order to me that they off and insist me going to Ang Mo Kio to eat the famous crab.. Haiz... Sorry SHWULING =( Sorry TIFFANY =(..... Anyway I promise to make it up on Friday for them...

2 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY

So happy tomolo I finally can play majong le.... YEAH!!!! Havent got the time to play recently sia.... But I am really looking forward to tommrrow lor... Gathering at Liyn's & Cheryl's new house together with Joan, Evon, Max, Ah Soon, and all the kids... So excited.. Although this year I really didnt plan much and really didn't intend to make it big... But since 16th till now I can celebrate my birthday with all the important people like my Bibi, my family members and MOST IMPORTANT JOAN... I am happy enough le...

Looking forward to the.....

STEAMBOAT
MAJONG
STEAMBOAT
MAJONG

Hahahahahaha......

That's life lor....

SHIOK!!!!

17th December 2007

Nothing much... Working the whole day..

After work when to meet Joan and Cheryl for dinner after that window shopping around and went home to sleep....

16th December 2007

OK!!! DECEMBER ALSO ALOT PPL BIRTHDAY DE LOR!!!!!

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Start from now...
17/12 - Ezreen B'dae
19/12 - Tommy B'dae
20/12 - MY BIRTHDAY
21/12 - Nana B'dae
22/12 - Liyn B'dae
25/12 - HuiFen B'dae
29/12 - Pauline MeiMei B'dae
30/12 - Mother-in-law B'dae
31/12 - Ganny & Long Long B'dae

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WAT THE HELL....

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LOOK AT MY DECEMBER B"DAE LIST........... -_-""

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Anyway today woke up at 11plus am.... Went to wash up and off I go to meet Joan 1pm at TM to have our lunch again... We went for AJISEN... After that we went shopping around at TM to get a present for xxx... hahaha.... Then we went to Ang Mo Kio as Cinthia forget to bring Amandis toys to godma house.. So I bring it there on behalf of her... If not that doggy Amandis will bite my godparents chair... Humpzzz.... Bad dog... But still very cute lo... hahahaha.......

Head to Ang Mo Kio centre as Bibi was here to meet us too... we went there for a walk and shop around there... Met CHeryl and Liyn there as well....

At 5pm me and Bibi went to catch a movie; Alvin and the Chipmunks... Laugh till I phengzz lor.. The whole theater only got my show... Bibi was like saying "Can you please softer abit?" hahaha... BUT HOW TO SOFTER IT SIA!!! They are really so cute and funny ma!!!!! hahaha...

IT"S dinner time... We went to Hougang to ta bao some porridage and noodle back home to eat as

MY STUPID FLU AND COUGH IS SO BAD TILL, I HAVE BEEN COUGHING AND SNEEZING THE WHOLE DAY LE LOR!!!!!!!!!

15th December 2007

After work went to punggol to meet Joan & Cynthia.. Cause we have to send Cynthia to airport as she is flying to Hong Kong to meet their parents there...

So before that we send her off, we went to have LUNCH at Swensen... We order many things.... SO SHIOK... But it is affecting my cough badly as they are all bad for cough.. hahaha.. BUT!!!! no choice... I am just so tam jia and cant resiste the temptation at all... hahahaha...

After sending her we all head home..and about 5pm I went to help mummy at her stall...

Around 8.30pm I went home again.. Went home to bathe, change, make up and prepare myself to go to 'HOME KTV' to meet Anne, Nic, Pauline, He Yao etc.... We drank drank drank... All the way to about 1plus.. Then when I was about to go to sleep it was already 2.30am le...

ANYWAY I vomitted all the way as before I went drinking I took my medicine... But luckily I am still alive to update my blog lor.. hahahaha...........

WELL!!!! I STILL HAVE TO THANKS PAULINE, ANNE, NIC, HE YAO KOR, PAUL AND KIT..... FOR THE EARLY CELEBRATION PLUS GATHERING....:)

*More Picture to be uploaded as, the picture taken at "HOME KTV" is inside Anne's & Pauline Camera...